i’m calling this “untitled”

just cause i’m clever like that.

this week i did something i hadn’t done for nearly a year. i scrapped. yup. scrapped, like with photos and paper and glue. i forgot how much fun it is.

i also forgot how freaking painful it is for my back. i haven’t had a good couple of days. the only time i feel good is in bed (which is way too boring) and in my red chair. 

i also forgot how the pain depresses me. i took myself off of antidepressants over a year ago. and i was doing really well until last fall when my back shit started. and now here we go again. i have a dr. appt. in august. i think it’s time. i wish it was sooner.

today, while blog surfing, i was reminded about post secret. (how do i make a link with wordpress? i can’t believe i can’t figure out this place. i don’t know how to make that flicker thing MY flicker photos. sheesh!)

anyway, i have always love post secret. today it about did me in.

hmmm, wanna see my socks? i thought so. thanks for faking it for me:

let me try to think of something else that isn’t so emo. i can’t. i miss my grandson. i miss my oldest daughter. i am a hot mess.

tomorrow will be better.

2 Comments

  1. 1
    ellen Says:

    I’m sorry to hear your back is troubling you again. Chronic pain can be so hard on the spirit, so discouraging.

  2. 2
    Missy Says:

    I’m sorry about the pain.. that’s no fun.
    I hope things get back to normal soon :(


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