just cause i’m clever like that.
this week i did something i hadn’t done for nearly a year. i scrapped. yup. scrapped, like with photos and paper and glue. i forgot how much fun it is.
i also forgot how freaking painful it is for my back. i haven’t had a good couple of days. the only time i feel good is in bed (which is way too boring) and in my red chair.
i also forgot how the pain depresses me. i took myself off of antidepressants over a year ago. and i was doing really well until last fall when my back shit started. and now here we go again. i have a dr. appt. in august. i think it’s time. i wish it was sooner.
today, while blog surfing, i was reminded about post secret. (how do i make a link with wordpress? i can’t believe i can’t figure out this place. i don’t know how to make that flicker thing MY flicker photos. sheesh!)
anyway, i have always love post secret. today it about did me in.
hmmm, wanna see my socks? i thought so. thanks for faking it for me:
let me try to think of something else that isn’t so emo. i can’t. i miss my grandson. i miss my oldest daughter. i am a hot mess.
tomorrow will be better.









I’m sorry to hear your back is troubling you again. Chronic pain can be so hard on the spirit, so discouraging.
I’m sorry about the pain.. that’s no fun.
I hope things get back to normal soon